Hell

Cold and away from family... Everything looked grey. Nothing interesting and fun. The laughter and joy I had with my family will be missed! Just plainly upset and has no energy or strength to keep myself up.

I just too down to blog.. Too down to learn and too down to work. I simply lost my mind. Everyday I'm thinking about home.. Thinking about the holidays I had. Happy moments are short-lived. WHY? Why can't I just do the things I like? Why can't I control my destiny? Sucks.. I must get myself out of the vicious rat race!